I have really been missing my big boy the last few days. It was really hard right after I had to let him go, but then it seemed better. Like I was on the upswing. But somehow the last few days have just been hard. I really miss him.
There were 12 really, really good years in between that first and last time. I wouldn’t trade it for anything. It sucks that he’s gone. But I know it was time, and that gives me some relief and comfort.