The time has come to make some tough decisions. Decisions that I don’t want to make, but that have become necessary.

There are so many words floating around in my brain and I can’t seem to find their proper order. I don’t know quite how to explain where my head and heart are. I don’t even know if I want to try. All I know is that I can’t continue on like I’ve been going. I need to either cut some pretty big ties or set some very stringent boundaries. Neither is a good option.

The culmination of more than a year of angst. I don’t know if this will help me, but I have to do something because it is consuming me.