Something that people don’t often know about me right away is that I am an emotional girl. I tend towards the stoic when there are people around. I don’t let others see the emotional side very often. I know it’s not a sign of weakness to cry or feel sad but it’s always felt that way to me. I think that I’ve have trained those around me to expect strength at all times. When they see any sort of vulnerability from me it kind of freaks them out. So I remain solid. But there are days when I just want to scream at the top of my lungs:
FUCK, SHIT, DAMN, ASS, HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Once I do that, I’m fine.