The Jumping Off Point

I don't even know where to start with the atrocity that has become my body. So, I'll just jump right in. Starting weight: 225 lb. (sad...highest I've EVER weighed) When I do my measurements, I do two different waist measures...my natural waist line and my lower abs (my major problem zone).  My arm measurements are at … Continue reading The Jumping Off Point

Paranoia Sets In

Friday is my six week post-op appointment. And I am struggling. Mentally. This is an unusual place for me to be. I'm one of those people who have a completely "I'm invincible" type personality. Nothing bad happens to me. I can overcome anything. I'm strong. I'm indestructible. Yet here I sit...two days before returning to … Continue reading Paranoia Sets In